I feel a blaze of glory coming on

I HATE the quiet.

I’ve been celibate for over a year now because my pussy is the only thing I have control over.

I have a tinder profile. I match with dozens of men in every city I travel through. I get super likes as I’m speeding down the expressway thousands of miles from anything that resembles home. Dozens of cocks  waiting to enter me and leave.

I swipe right just so they see we matched but they still can’t have it

It feels good to be wanted

It feels horrific to be wanted

I just want to be loved.

I don’t want to be the other woman

The fantasy

The side piece

I want to be the wife they can’t bring themselves to leave

I thought if I stopped fucking them one would fall in love with me for who I am

I fucking HATE the quiet




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