MY CHRISTIAN MONSTROCITY

Smoke invades the lungs so deep

The Blackened Killing

Of a Gift given conditionally

A backslide, if you will,

One of many I’m too ashamed to reveal.

Smoke invades the lungs so smooth

As I remember how you entered me unprotected

My chest shudders

I know not why I play the fool, the silly girl

Sacrifices for the sake of chasing love never to be found

Smoke invades the lungs so white

As I scream up into the black sky

Why does living have to be so God Damned Hard

Playing by the rules so impossible

Standards set by the sinless one

The only one who knows how to love me back.

I blow rings through his nail holes

And hide behind the Cross

Shivering in shame

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